I woke up a bit discombobulated and yet still peaceful.
I reminded myself the kids moved out yesterday so it is just Teddy and I again. As I opened the blinds I felt the sun streaming in but shining different light. It was nice.
Although I am still aching from cleaning off my moms roof and gutters yesterday, I still wanted to put food in the bird feeders.
So the thought once again nags in my head. Do I stay or do go? I love living here it is so close to everything and in the summer I can here the cheers of softball, track, volleyball. In the fall I can hear the high school football team playing and practicing. I am a short distance from the park, the swimming pool and dog park, all places I frequent many days with Teddy. The rent is high. This is a pretty big place for just me. But I have a sentimental attachment now for living here as it is the first place I have lived on my own ever. I will have lived here three years in March. I also have built many great memories here as well.